Life After Loss With The Wheelers

The thing about brokenness is, you actually have the mental, physical and psychological compacity to heal. It’s just your desire to be healed has to be greater than the pain you have endured. The reason why this is so important is because once you’ve healed and have been made whole, there is a freedom that overrides every single portion of pain you have ever experienced. A lot of times people get stuck in the pain and never do the work to be healed so they bleed out on others

Most days I am proud of myself on how I persevered through all the suffering I have experienced. But some days I struggle and ask God why do I have to feel the pain, what did I do to deserve this? But I am learning more that these hard times I have encounter post divorce are a result of two things. 1. Me getting into a marriage I shouldn’t have thinking I could save a man, who didn’t want to be saved. Truthfully even if he did, Jesus is the only one who saves and set free. “L

I AM a mother of THREE. You don’t see my children in my photos, but they most certainly exist, within the core of my memory. The love of my angel babies are engraved into the deepest parts of my inner most being. I carry their memories within me. My gentleness towards others, how I extend compassion, my willingness to show grace, my nurturing nature and every ounce of goodness I have is an intentional reminder of the mother I will one day be for the children I will once bare

Saturday, I finally made a dent in my packing. One of the very last places I had left to pack, sort, and toss was the items in my closet. I touched a box I hadn’t looked at in over a year, it was filled with over a decade of photographed memories. Seconds after I lifted the box from the top of my closet the box tipped over and all photos fell out with it. I broke down crying hard. I didn’t want to see those photos, I didn’t want to gather those memories off the ground, I want