Grief - Road To Healing

WORTH A READ. It has been a very emotionally draining time for me this week. Probably one of the hardest weeks for me in 2020. Nothing new has happened per say, just more of a overwhelming feeling of acceptance in certain areas and a failure to understand certain dynamics in others. Even in my pain, God is still orchestrating my purpose. Pictured in this photo are a few amazing individuals that I have the overwhelming pleasure to LEAD. Meet my new grieving group. It’s so crazy to even hear those words come out of my mouth. I remember back in 2015 I attended my very first grieving group @crinspirechurch after the loss of my first child. I came to my grieving group broken, confused and desperate for some sort of relief. I’ll even expound on that more and share this with you all. The first day I ever attended grief group in 2015 was the day I tried to take my life, just hours before. I have came a very long way mentally and spiritually. That young woman back in 2015 could of never predicted that she would one day be a leader of a “Grief Group”. I have been in counseling for over a year now, and my counselor felt as though I have reached a certain level of healing to where I can be a blessing to others and lead them in this capacity. I find myself repurposing myself a lot these days after all, my pain was and is still not meaningless nor in vain. “MY STORY JUST MIGHT BE SOMEONE ELSES SURVIVAL GUIDE”. -unknown